Haiku Tuesday – Still Living in Denver

Technical difficulties and creative exhaustion led to the untimely demise of Haiku Sunday this week. To celebrate the 33 views of my blog that day (the lowest total since January) I am offering a glimpse into my last week. Haiku Tuesday is about my still life in Denver while enjoying the genius artworks of Clyfford Still, perhaps the most important Abstract Expressionist painter. Mr Still’s work along with Jackson Pollock and my favorite modern painter Mark Rothko changed the way we look at art today and possibly even our views of the world.

I cried on and off throughout my day in the Clyfford Still Museum  on Sunday because the paintings reminded me why I am out here trying to create which to me is just the way I want to live and so frequently do not.

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

Texture is not false

it is what keeps us reaching

again for the touch

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

walking hallways are

so much longer than I had

known or hoped I find

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

I saw his face in

the vague distance between art

and the idea

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

viewed in their true light

images from our past are

not always honest

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

she alone may know

my enveloping angst

with photography

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

awkward glances at

myself reflecting the change

I know must happen

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

seeing a street as

something of an appendage

to access my heart

Haiku Tuesday - Still Living in Denver

I push the glass up

and know for a few moments

I know it all

 

 

 


About Michael Housewright

Michael shares stories, observations and experiences traveling through life, Italy, and the absurd. Poems, photos, and stream of consciousness blog-plays are methods to his madness.

Comments

  1. its never easy
    and the best minds suffer most
    we met, I love you

  2. These thoughts are lovely and gut-wrenching and universal. Send me an email.
    George

    • mhousewright says:

      George, often what I feel when I write has little to do with my state of being. I almost went back today and added commentary to the Haiku so I could let people know that I am not in some miserable state of despair and that I find melancholy often to be beautiful and truth revealing. Coming from my background in theater it is about moving images, stories, and actions. I am sometimes just observing and yes the thoughts are often gut wrenching and universal, so I share them seeking the commonality. Does this make sense? I sometimes, like Viktor Frankl suggests, find the beauty and in this case the bliss from the common suffering we share as human beings. It is cyclical, it changes, and I like sharing it. Yes, the big stories, the fiction, the Top 25 lists are all part of what I want to share. I am guessing though, that there are readers out there that identity much more with my investigation of the morose than my cheerful representations of meals and journeys to the unknown. All in all, I am provoked to think and to consider the responsibility in writing. It has been a powerful day

  3. Beautiful paintings, I am a great fan of abstract expressionist.

    • mhousewright says:

      Me too Marianne! It moves me much more now than when I was younger. I think I can stay still longer now and see the beauty in the themes more clearly

  4. Love the artworks!

  5. That is cool that they allow photos in their museum. Beautiful photos and haiku.
    You should bring this link to my Use Me and Abuse Me party today!

    • mhousewright says:

      Susie, so long as you use no flash and do not intend commercial gain from the photos they are cool. I am coming over to your site now, but I am bringing a more positive piece that had only a few views.

  6. Beautiful photos created.
    Why do you despair?
    How many views
    Do not matter

    • mhousewright says:

      Angeline, I love your support. I let the page views dog me too much and thank you for reminding me of this.

  7. Thank you for sharing what you saw and felt. I admire abstract art also. Sometimes creating for yourself is sufficient.

    • mhousewright says:

      I agree, and I am learning that I don’t always need to have the reads. Thank you for the encouragement :-)

  8. You are such a creative soul, I admire but also envy that talent especially your way with words and for me, 33 views is a good day :-)

    • mhousewright says:

      You know, it was likely pretty selfish of me to post those totals. I have been so busy and simply have not put the work into this to earn the views I am accustomed to getting. The reasons I do this blog are not so commercial as my words make them seem and I am so grateful to followers like you who simply enjoy what I say. It is an honor to be read by people across the planet and I need to remind myself of this more regularly. Thank you so much for being so supportive

  9. Great paintings! Rothko and Pollock are old favorites – so this was a great addition.

    And nice to see you stopping by on some Italy pics today :) Hope you’re well and happy!

  10. Had I not read the comments I would have mistakenly, like George, believed you were suffering something macabre and soul-stiffening. I am glad to have read them, discovering that you are not in fact miserable, but just expressing yourself through the picture to word modem. These photos and their haikus are lovely.

    Be well,
    ~ Cara

    • mhousewright says:

      I think those closest to me, like you and George are apt to read in much more to my posts and God bless you all for it. At the same time, I do not feel the impetus for the literal always and I do tend to work as observer and also without judgement (sometimes). I am well, just experiencing the trappings of this life after 16 years in another and it won’t always come easy for me. I feel things dramatically and I like it that way. Joy, and pain are what move me to tell any kind of story. When life gets slow and I am most near Zen, that’s when I get nervous :-)
      I am very glad to have such compassion in my readers and friends Cara. You rock!

  11. It’s amazing how you do this so well. Lovely as always

    • Michael Housewright says:

      I am so glad you like this post. It was a very rich and introspective day for me. Cheers to Poets!

  12. I’m not a modern art fan, it always struck me as a bit of a con job, but I think your haikus make the best argument for it yet ;)

    • Michael Housewright says:

      I believed exactly as you did till I saw the Mark Rothko paintings in the Louvre. Something about the fields of red and the dynamic way in which my eyes kept scanning feeding my mind, altering the place where I was the moment, and simply being incapable of labeling the feeling was the closest I felt to the bright color dreams that fueled my childhood imagination. I am still not really a Pollock guy, but Rothko and now Still have me hooked

  13. thank you so much for sharing…I was just as touched by some of the responses here. A privilege to know and read you, my friend :)

    • Michael Housewright says:

      thank you for this! This was a very important piece as it let the world in a bit on what I am attempting. I think in today’s society the morose and the fearful are hidden behind veils and we are so shocked when someone shares something painful and we wonder what might be wrong with them. Pain has made me a better person than joy ever could. I am glad you got it :-)

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